Tug-o-War?

They say I'm not crazy as long as I know good from bad. That as long as I can keep the two apart with my full knowledge, I'll be fine.
The line is getting so horribly thin...
Do you know how hard that is? It's like I'm a rope in a twisted game of tug-o-war trying hard to believe one without dismissing the other.
i don't know what to believe.
With the way this society's set up...almost everything you come across seems to be either good or evil in some way. I hate it. Can't we just be, instead of being something?
i'm not making sense again...
I need a sign, oh allmighty F**K.
i CAN'T DO THIS alone.

"But someday, someday,
You'll learn to need no more.
You'll learn to heed no more.
You'll learn to be."